every day I wonder if you were worth giving up
it you meant enough to me to give you another chance
to make my heart whole again
What I have to remember is that
whatever is forgiven, is never forgotten
and what we have was great,
but that dark looming cloud of deceit,
pain, lies and cheating
will always hang above us.
I don't want to be forgotten,
I don't want you to move on
but I will never be able to ignore what has happened.
I love you,
I miss you.
I lost you.